Drawing caption: Limited life with limited things

Certainly, you wonder all around you. In your days and nights, you keep on thinking something is missing. You try hard and harder to keep up with life. Everything looks normal from a distance. But you agitate, you stop living, you stop picking and you move with autopilot. You know you want to be something else but there are too many things around you that do not lead to that something else. You want to protest.

It seems easy in movies some fellow knows his thing. He has to just choose it. What seems easy might not be easy. But not knowing what is missing makes you wild. Makes you quit. Makes you withdraw. You crave to know that thing. You assume a certain thing to be that missing thing. You make a plan accordingly and you fail at it. Failure does not seem hurtful but when you get the clarification this is not that missing thing, you feel pain.

Sometimes you think you are delusional about having a thing. you sabotage a plan of exploration but you know you can’t live without it. You take all the risk you can. You keep changing yourself but the feeling of that missing thing does not go away because you are fade up of again being dishonest with yourself as you have left your previous lives.